it tells everything..just one week

Hye everyone..pejam celik dah nak dkat raya kan? kurang dari 1 minggu kte bakal menyambut hari raya aidilfitri..this year rasenya raya ku x berapa nak best n meriah la..bcoz my house still renovation..bila tah nak siap..dah naik pekak telinga aku dgr bunyi mesin kontraktor ni..so my family decide utk blk kampung tahun ni..so we all beraya di johor bahru,bandar baru uda..mmmm...1 sebab knpa aku malas gila utk blk ke kampung disebabkan aku xdpt rasa suasana raya tu dkat kg aku..even org kata kalo ra

ya di kg lg meriah kan?? but to me its nothing..i luv to see my grandma but the problem is im quiet uncomfortable with some of my cousin..i dont know why mybe coz all of them is act like a good person..high class people..so smestinya raya di JB slpas solat akan pg beraya ke Pontian iaitu tempat kelahiran my mum sbb kat sana ramai cousin belah my mum..so nak xnak kena ikut je la..brbeza raya di sini..hari prtama je..lpas solat raya 1 family akan pg ke rumah cousin my dad smpai tgh hari..then ble tgh hari we all smua da

ade kat rumah sbb wktu ni smua org akan dtg ke rumah...rase happening gila..yg paling best..aku dpt buat mcm2 cake dan cookies utk tetamu...tp ye la..this year rumah pn x siap..xle wat pe la..

ok berbalik kpd hidup aku beberapa

hari ni..i just bought baju melayu for this upcoming raya..color orange taw...jgn main2..hehe..n i beli ni pn coz my syg yg pilih kan colour..ye la aku failed dlm bab2 warna ni..so it suits me very well..senang kata 1 minggu yg lepas mmg hari2 indah utk aku..smuanya indah..maklum lah kan da lama x get together2..but today everything has changed..i admit i still love her so much..but i know im not a good guy for her maybe..she just wanna be alone..she choose that way..as a good guy who love sumone with all my heart..nak xn

ak i trpaksa accept kputusan dia wlaupun pahit utk ditelan..yeah bkn sng i nak fall in luv tp ble jd cmni..hati sape yg x sedih..tp demi kebahagiaan dia..i terima..i xnak dia sedih or merana rasa terkongkong..mungkin dia ada cara hidup yg dia pilih sndiri..hati dan prasaan xbole dipaksa..so nak xnak i trima..i dont know that will the end of ou

r relationship or not..coz everything seems so unclear rite now..still dont know whats the status..only she know what it is..i dont want to force her anymore..its up to her..all i know that is i still love her...