true decision? confuse?

am i made true decision? yeah honestly i admit it i choose her...but i dont know yet if she

feels what i feel..and if she want it too..maybe it takes time..and i follow my instinct..and just hope for

my luck..after a long time..this time its a different thing..im too excited..and always thinking about

her..damn it! if theres someone can read my heart and explain to the world..and tell her clearly

the words..i guess all this thing happen coz of my old memories.. =( it keeps haunting me..